rhyme

look closely, I lost my happy weight

nothing but bones left and half eaten cake

nothing crazier than the man who made you feel ugly

tell you to come over and stay late

i used to love him till it hurt

loved him till it felt like work

no pay, no vacation

nothing but sick days and faking

sat at my desk with false hope and real tears

more hickeys than passion 

those lonely nights add up to lonely years

everybody keeps reminding me i'm skinny

yeah, i lost 200 pounds of man

dark beard, skin like henny

lightheaded with woe 

getting high from the low

passing him in the street like i don't love that n..gga, so!?

kept frontin like i aint pray for him at night

like i aint call his name to the sky

grabbed a star from the moon 

just to bring me some light 

they don't tell you that love makes you mad 

they don't tell you that with all the love out there, there's nothing like the one you could have had

they don't tell you that

cuz nobody wants to tell you he ain't coming back