Sunday, December 15, 2013

regret

i regret everything you do 
and none of who you are
you are the coagulation of impulse decisions
the bloodclot to my own intelligence 
and i weep over my lawless stupidity
i want so bad to dismiss you 
to kiss you 
just to turn around and miss you 
this is an unrequited love of self
for loving you is killing me 
and suicide is full of the unloved

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