Wednesday, April 28, 2010

it's been a long time

i've been neglecting this blog like a good relationship gone bad.  it's not that we're growing apart, but i'm so busy living this life that i haven't found the time to write about it.  what have i learned in the meanwhile?  i've learned to love from a distance.  i've learned that happiness is really not a destination but a journey.  not to sound cliche, but it's true.

i've spent so much time trying to get OVER someone or something, that i didn't even realize i was getting THROUGH it.  i can't even paraphrase ... just hold on.

i almsot forgot what you tasted like
but spoiled milk is something you never forget
when i catch red lights at your corner
i no longer feel like knocking on the door or using my keys
it's just another red light in a sea of green
and believe me when i say i'm ready to go
sometimes i have to pretend your dead and gone so i can keep living
either way, we're moving
in opposite directions
i'm finally ahead of myself with you behind me
and i can't say it's been easy
but then again i've always liked u better hard

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