venting.

rationally speaking, it's not right to hit the girl your man cheats on you with. however, emotions are far from rational and i feel that if you warned her the first time, if she comes back for a second time, then all bets are off for me being rational.

you have got to be weak to play a part in damaging a relationship other than your own, so weak that you're sleeping with someone else's man instead of being strong enough to find one for yourself.

you are the equivalent of back up flats that girls carry to the club. yes, you do come in handy when we have a disagreement or when i don't feel like dealing with his bullsh.t but you get NO SHINE my dear. he doesn't invest in you, you are not unique and guess what? there are a thousand others just like you for exactly twelve dollars and ninety nine cents.

i, on the other hand invest in my relationships, if i even choose to call it that. i put my little heart, soul and wallet into the relationships that i deem worthy. so yes, if and when i found out that a scallywag tramp is involved and knew about me all along, f.ck being rational.

and i understand that we all have to accept responsibility in the situation as well. i clearly chose the wrong man, but sister girl, too bad for her that she chose the wrong b.tch.

i'm going to whoop. that. ass.

oh and don't think for a second, that he's not gonna withstand the boiling rage of my disgust either. it's going to be worse for him.

after you have sacrificed so much and given so much of yourself to a particular situation, whether it's a relationship, a job or a family, when you see it all crumble in front of you, your emotionally driven and morally unaware of right and wrong. it's called temporary insanity.

back to the scallywag tramp...she should have called me to tell me how trifling he is instead of calling him. that might have saved her from the pending beatdown. and though she has no loyalty to me, we are all equally responsible for our destinies. is it ok for her to risk my life with possible stds but it's not ok for me to go upside her head that has a brain she's not making use of?

i'm just saying, we can be as political as we want to be. love is based on raw emotion, not rationale.

now just wait, till i catch that b.tch in the street.

"i'm a beat her ass like a f.ckin drumstick." - Lil Wayne.