Tuesday, March 9, 2010

hey daddy.


i gotta be out my mind to think that you have one.
i am a lot of things: a procrastinating, addictive, emotional eating skinny b.tch who is currently a size 8 in pants.

but one thing i will not be is a filler. i will not attempt to fill another woman's shoes. i will not be her understudy. i will not be a text message when she is a phone call. and every single day, i am so proud that i've made the decision to be my own woman. and even though some days are harder than others and some nights are lonely, i wake up every morning being number one in my own life. I know that even though he loves me and that's a beautiful thing, I LOVE ME MORE.

besides. when i wear black, trust me, i'm doing everything BUT mourning.


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