i blogged about this song but emotions have brought me here again. revisit if you need a refresher.
the ex boyfriend
i'm afraid that one day you will have a beautiful wife and i'll still be sifting through pounds of available men trying to find one that makes me feel the way u did. and sometimes i want you to say 'thank you.' you wouldn't be with her if i didn't step out of the way. you wouldn't be with her if i had made a scene, if i fought, if i told her the things you told me. but yet and still that doesn't change anything. and i am still bothered that you can carry on with things i gave you meanwhile, i'm stuck with the things you left behind.
sometimes i want to know where you found her and where you found the time to love her. i want to know how you could love her with the same love that i loved you with. i know it gets confusing but there's so many emotions that happen when a relationship ends, possibly more than when you're actually in the relationship. i'm just trying to have a sense of faith for the future even though you kinda shattered that in the past. and don't think for a second that i don't believe in love anymore because i know love exists, sh.t i loved you so i KNOW! but i'm just concerned about how far love will carry me, because if i knew that then i'd know how much of my baggage to leave behind.
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