Monday, July 19, 2010

it turned out nice

it's another rainy day. it doesn't even look like summer outside. and it's exactly how i feel on the inside.  i've been neglecting two topics dear to me like it's gonna slow the inevitable down. it's not and it hasn't. so here i go.

my body aches something like my soul. it's the type of thing that wears on your face and makes young women look old with new wounds. my daughter's fathers steals my energy.  he drains me. and this is not to bad mouth him because he is the most extraordinary man i know simply because he helped me make her.  but i can't understand how he thinks he raising a princess without mating with a queen.

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